Yesterdae, i nearly fainted while walking downstairs. Vision blury blury de, so i squat on floor cus so pain... Then of all ppl, i see that bloody idiot walk past... Felt lyk whacking him but gt no strength ler... Then Peii help miie carry bag, Meii Fang help carry file n Mrs Wong help inform general office cus i cant walk ler. I lying on the floor.So pain siax, canot take it. I dono y i always lyk this... I feel so weak cus everytime also nid ppl help miie... So sad... Wish dat i don nid to depend so much on others...I feel so damn angry bout myself....