Hope you'll never see me for what i am now. You'll never be able to take it, to withstand it, to hold your fort. I feel like jumping down the building - own time own target. It's damn tiring. It's really getting very tiring to hold out.
The previous two days(including today), sucked ttm thanks-.- got back all results except geog. I already felt like crying once i got them back, but i held out, suppressed everything. Then i come back home and my parents demoralised me by saying those were too damn low. WHAT THE FUCK IS THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM? THINK I VERY SMART ISIT? EVERYTHING 90 90 90-.- MAD LAHH. THEN SOMEMORE WHEN I ASK THEM TO TAKE BY THEMSELVES, THEY SAID OKAYE. FUCK SHIT THEM. WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS WORLD.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK Screw you.
And you guys still don't understand that you yourselves are the reason why I detest going home. Why i like staying out. Why i prefer to spend time with my friends and camp in school rather than go back home to face you guys. Tsk.